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Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Anxiety Creeps In. Yet Assured.

Loves..
Some start fastly, yet some others start slowly.
Some start smoothly, yet some others start roughly.
Some start knowingly, yet some others start unconsciously.

There's no guarantee of perfect road no matter which way it started.
So I think there's no rule to when, where, or how we fall in love.
What I believe, it's love when our heart say so.

Loving someone is a choice.
I dare to love him, so I dare to accept anything that come within.
Because this is my choice. HE is my choice.

I'm responsible for my own choices.
It's my duty to fight for it and struggle.

But there also times I feel insecure.
..Yet when I look at my back, he's there.
He calmed me. He stand beside me.

And I realized.
He really is the one I need.
His presence is what makes me stronger.

With him, I feel like I can get through anything.
And I thank him, for being here.


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October 25, 2017
Fadhilah Huda I. M.

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

The Feelings Reached. Happiness On My Way.

I never thought that I would fall for someone again this fast.
I thought that I want to be alone for a little while.
But then he comes with all dreaminesses.
I couldn't resist someone I've dreamed for so long, while he stood right in front of me.

He's very charming indeed. Very beautiful indeed.
But I'm not a little girl searching for someone to swoon over anymore.
I'm now a lady longing for someone to be her future.
The way he thinks, speaks, and acts around me are what makes me drawn to him.

There might be some fault he mades.
There might be some wrong way he tooks.
But I'm just the same as that. Everyone too.
Humans do mistakes.
It's our job to make it better.
It's our chance to improve ourselves.
And I'll just believe what my eyes see and what my heart feels.

Because I'm ready to take on this road of love.
I'll use my seatbelt and go on with the course.
No matter how difficult it is, I'll just do my best to stay.
No matter how this ends, I'll just face it head on.
Though I really want this to be an endless last road.

I might not the prettiest girl he could ever get.
But I'll do my best to looks good in front of him.
I might not the first one to love him.
But I'm confident I could love him the most.

To you that finally reached,
Glad to know you and let's walk along together from now on.
Much love.


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October 3, 2017
Fadhilah Huda I. M.