"Look at you is all that I can do.
Like a silly girl I stare.."
I don't know since when it started.
Maybe since that time you make me feel conscious with your presence, or maybe even long before that.
I thought it was just a fleeting feelings.
And then I realized that my eyes keep looking for you, and my heart starts longing for you.
"Here I am, holding on to fate..
What we have may never change."
I keep telling myself that I should stop.
But the closer I get, the clearer my feelings becomes. And the farther I keep my distance, the more I wanted you to be near.
I don’t know how even a slight chance can make me this bewildered.
I’m not sure how much longer I can contain this feelings, holding it in. But I also afraid to take one step further.
Because you might be someone that I can never reach.
"Can't you see the love I hide slip through my eyes?
This silly girl so scared, she just can't say 'I Love You'."
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September 19, 2017
Fadhilah Huda I. M.
Quoted Song Lyrics: If You And Me - Juris
